Example is Better Than Perception
So, I am having this
conversation with my inner self, you know the ole wise one, whom you often
ignore but in times of trouble you sit down so you can listen, that one,
right???!!! I am having a fuss-a-rama because I don't understand why we chose
to be on this God-forsaken Planet. I have been wondering this for ages now,
especially since we create our own reality, blah, blah, blah, blah.
But me, I am fricken
curious as to why we would want to know what it feels like to be in 3D... all
polarized and under the command of some force that wishes to control and
dominate our every move, just so we can devise ways to overcome it and find a
way out of and off of, this PRISON PLANET!!! I been asking and asking and
asking and other folks have asked me, because of course, I should know, right?
Now, I do believe
that my questions will be answered. In fact, I know that there will be and has
been so many answers to my questions, coming to me in various ways.. Some right
in your face and others a little more imperceptive.
So..... make a short
story long, I got my sign, my answer my sign, today, right after I said......
"If we were living on a higher plane of existence and we decided to
devolve to this one, we must have been bribed to do it. Since we didn't know
what it was like, we must have had some snake oil sales men come along and
say......"
"HEY, WOULDN'T YOU LIKE TO KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO COME TO 3D
EXISTENCE????? Aren't you bored living in Peace & Harmony???? Wouldn't you
like to explore your creative abilities and see if you can design a way back
home. DON'T YOU WANT TO SHOW THE UNIVERSE THAT YOU CAN BE A SUPER-HERO!!!! And
overcome all obstacles, even the most dire, down in the mouth ones? Don't you
want to feel what is felt in physicality, the extremes of emotions, the
passions, the lust, the hate, the anger, the frustration, the injustice.....
blah, blah, blah.... Wouldn't it just be AN INCREDIBLY AMAZING JOURNEY???"
Blah, Blah, Blah.
I had this talk with
my innerself, and said, somebody surely must have bribed us, that eventhough we
may have been on a so-called higher plane of existence, we were not completely
satisfied... We were missing something, and that is when the Tempter/Temptress
stepped in. They had been there.... They were feeling euphoric about what they
thought it would be like... Or that is what they told us... Cause there are Con
Artists on every spectrum of reality.
I am wondering if they just wanted to see
what it would be like if we did it. So they claimed, they did it, when in
reality, they couldn't have... Who would???? Only some sado-masochistiic
socio-pathic, psychotic maniac would chose 3D!!! I mean really. I love the
material world, don't get me wrong, green grass, trees, blue skies, water,
pretty animals,, but come on, then you tell me this is all an illusion, and
that the material world is a holographic cruel joke, and then you ask me do I
want to stay here???? Pulease!!!!!
So, yeah, back to my
sign.....
I am cleaning out one of my kitchen cabinets. Had to get a stool in
order to reach to the back of it. I have been here 10 months so far.... so when
I unpacked and filled it with my spices, I assumed the cabinet was empty. And lo, and behold, I find a packet
of soy sauce, and an old, I mean really old, fortune cookie. They don't have
expiration dates on them, but it crumbled in my hand when I retrieved it from
the back of the shelf. I'm like, okay, I wanted a sign and I am convinced now
that this must be it, because, come on, how possible is that? Do we say
alignment or what? Someone put that Chinese fortune cookie on the very top
shelf of my kitchen cabinet when they lived here, and when they moved, they did
not retrieve it but left it for me to find??? I mean, come on, how probable is
that??
I stop dead in my
tracks, I read fortune cookies, I feel they are often right on the money,
except for the lottery numbers, but other than that, there is always some good
message there. I put it down on the table top. Not gonna look at it right now,
besides, that would be crazy if there was a message in there to answer this
question I been asking all my life. And why do I ask this question, because I
don't feel at home here. I feel like a round peg, trying to fit into a square
whole. Someone, a dear friend told me that years and years ago. I have never
fit in. I am not a trendy, I really don't care about superficial stuff and pop
culture, and I really ain't fanatical about sports, politicians, religions or
any of that stuff. I always was a bit tentative....
Somewhere in my mind it
just didn't make sense... and I won't go on about the other stuff that don't
make sense on this planet. Another dear friend said... "If it don't make sense,
it don't make sense." I have to accept that, though it is excruciatingly
hard to do so.
After a short pause
I open the package and the fortune cookie reads as follows......
"EXAMPLE IS
BETTER THAN PERCEPTION"
I am now convinced
that we were tricked, conned, bamboozled!!!
They told us that we can think about it all day and all
night for millions of years but until we actually experience it physically,
that is, unless we are a bonafide example of what 3D is, or unless we become a bonafide
example of what 3D is, we may perceive, perceive , perceive.... but we haven't
truly attained it until we make it to 3D!!!!!
I am struck, like a lightening
bolt just hit me.
Somebody.....
came along.....
and told us.....
you gotta do
it.....
in order to know....
what it is to go through it.......
SO HERE WE
ARE.......
GOING THROUGH IT....
HEAVEN???? HELLL????
OR IS IT ALL ABOUT
PERCEPTION
???????????
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